So to say that I have always had a rebellious streak in me is an understatement. There are probably subconscious reasons behind it, but for the most part I just enjoyed it. Skirting, bending and breaking the rules that were over me, it's addicting, just figuring out how to do it and not get caught. I became very good at it too.
It really boggles my mind that I am where I am right now. There is a lot of work left to do in me, but God is faithful to do it. I may still throw a fit sometimes when I don't like the timing or what's being said and done. Somehow, through God's work I can actually say that I am submitted, wonderful!